Monday, May 4, 2009

Time Will Tell....

I have been chatting it up with one particular guy lately via email and on the phone. He has been my inspiration and guide to finding love within myself. We have touched on many topics, including my dating experiences and he has been truly honest and open with his advise, questions and answers. We met through a mutual friend and we have decided to not see each other before we really get to know one another. Its a bit romantic in a way as our words cross the waves of the electron cords as if we were dancing or composing a symphony. We have yet to establish were and if our conversations or writings will take us to the next level, if there is one. But I can say this man, this wonderful man has made me feel the tingles with only his thoughts and energy. Could this be what we need as woman to get the substance in a relationship we seek? Is it the connection first and then the physical we desire in order to have meaning and get the true unconditional love we all have within us to give to one another? I will keep you posted on the progress of our slow journey. It feels like we are moving faster then time itself.
I know what you're thinking, "What if I see him and he is not attractive or what if he sees me and he doesn't find me attractive?" We can all say looks don't matter but that's bull. Looks are what initially attracts us to another but I have to say this is different. I don't think I could go one day without hearing his voice or chatting with him and I know he feels the same because he has voiced this to me several times. I know if I feel the way I do just with our conversation, once we touch I may just be done. But are we destine to only know of each other the way we do as if we are in a confessional confessing our desires of true love to one another, or will we finally cater to this need to know the touch of one another and finally meet?
All I can say is, "Time will tell."