Confessions of a Manaholic

Confession#10 My biggest fear since childhood has been growing up to be like my mother.

Why? Because she's never had a man truly love her. Yea, she went around the block, enough times to have seven kids. Had the ring. Changed her last name. Tried to be June Cleaver, wanted to be June Cleaver. But she was never allowed. It seems it was her lot in life. Every relationship, every marriage, failed. She's getting older now, flaunting an AARP card, and called me on the phone and said to me "I like white men now, I'm thinking about dating one" It made me want to cry.